result PMR =)

  Assalamualaikum..ambooii lamanye x update blog ni,,da bersawang dah gamaknyee,,maaf ye tuan puan..aku sibuklahh..bkn sibuk ape sibuk mengenjoy cuti yg sekejap ni..bile da bukak sekolah nak concentrate da tok SPM kan..maklumlahh nak prepare awal2 supaya form 5 nnt aku xkan panik + gelabah xcover form 4 ag kan mcm mse form 3,,xcover form 1 n 2..nseb bek sempat cover mse form 3 tu..nasib je tuu..and aku taknak ulang ag kesilapan tuuu..


   ehem2 baiklahh pada hri bersejarah tu aku teramatlah berdebar menanti keputusan PMR keluar..sebenarnye aku tak thu bile kuar then tbe2 kat fb n twitter da kecoh result nak keluar bgaii..aku bce je aku da gelabah..semua classmates aku aku tnye betol ke esok PMR keluar..then dorg ckp aahh..ape ag mlm tu aku diamm je..pnyelah tkot..bkn tkot aku gagal tp tkot aku kecewakan mak ayah kesayangan aku..esoknye aku solat subuh solat sunat dhuha (tkot ni berdebar2 mcm nak tercabut jantung aku) mintak Allah tenangkan hati aku..alhamdulillah lpas solat tu tenang skit aku rse hati akuu..tp pd hri aku amek result tu aku lgsg xmakan..x sarapan..yelah spe yg berselera nak makan kan bile result nak keluar..dahla sekola menaruh hrapan bsar kt klas aku lagilahh aku tensioonnn..aku punye berdebar tuhan je yg thu..tgn aku seram sejuk..then smpi kt sekola aku diam je..xbanyak cakap..smpilah cikgu kata "Baiklah pelajar..saya akan umumkan para pelajar yg mendapat semua A dlm plajaran yg diambil.." ber mula dgn "Aishah bt Abdullah","Damia bt Zaharuddin"..yaAllah nama aku ade ke tak ni..itu je yg ade dlm fkirn aku..aku dahla kelas first nme aku yg kelapan..aku dok kire2 nme aku semakin tibe.."Kamali Ganesan","Kaviephriya Mahendran",nama aku lagi 2..owhh tidaakkk jantung aku mcm dah nak keluar..(tgh taip tp hti aku mseh berdebar2 mcm time amek result hari tu hahaha) "Melinda Alexander" spatotnye pas ni nme Nabila kwn aku and lepastu nme aku Nazreen..tp nme aku x di panggil..owwhhhh tidaaaaaaaaaaakkkkk!!!!!!! aku xdapat straight A aku rse mcm nak menangis je..tp aku sabar ag..then ustazah pnggil (guru kelas aku) "Nazreen awak punye khb ni slack..klau x da oke da..mcm mne ni C pulak tu.." aahhh suddaahhh. KHB ni mnyusahkan aku btol lah..xpasal2 aku xdpt straight A sebab KHB..suddahhh..tp aku tetap hppy sbp dpt 7A..aku puas hati sangat2..ALHAMDULILLAH..

   yaAllah gembirenye aku..aku nk bgthu mak aku tp xnak bgthu OTP nak FTF..soo lpas je dpt result aku bgthu dlu buah hti akuu (OTP)..die kte die bangga sgt smpi menangis..alhamdulillah kata die..die bangga sgt dgn aku..blek aku bgthu mak aku.."Mak!! adik dpt 7A!!!" mak plok aku"Alhamdulillah"aku tnye "Mak bangga x dgn adik (panggilan aku kt uma) "Mak bangga sgt dik.." tgisan bahagia mak aku yg xkan aku lupekan smpi bebile..(smbil taip ni pon aku ngis dahh =') haha) alhamdulillah..

   respond ayh aku pulak.."Pandainyee anak ayh..Alhamdulillah.." wlaupon ayh cme ckp xsmpi 5 perkataan tp aku thu ayah bangga sgt dgn aku. =')

   itu jelah yg aku nak..ayah + mak + adik beradik aku+buah hti aku+sedara mara aku gembira dan bangga dgn result aku..

   aku risau sgt aku xdpt 8A atau 7A..mak ayh sediakan byk bnd supaya aku selesa utk blajar.. meja stdy.. air cond.. cat bilik aku.. everything I need actually everything I want..and aku xnk hampakan dorg..takde ap yg aku nak melainkan gembirakan mak ayh aku yg aku sayang teramat sangat..dn aku tekad SPM ni aku nk dpt 10A+ atau 9A+ utk mak ayah aku..xdpt A+ dpt A je pon jd lah..aslkn sume subject A..semoga Allah permudahkan segala2nye utk ku kerana semua yg aku lakukan hanyalah utk Allah + mak + ayah semata2..

p/s: mak ayah inilah hadiah adik buat mak ayah..trimas ats sgle jasa dn pengorbanan yg mak ayh da buat utk kitorg adik beradik..adik sayang mak n ayah spenuh hati adik!! =') sesungguhnyee ini masih blom ckop jika nak dibandingkn dgn jasa dn pengorbanan mak ayh utk kami adik beradik.. semoga Allah membls syurga utk mak dn ayh.. Amin ya Rabbal a'lamin.. =)

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i wish so..

assalamualaikum pals! ari ni aku nak cite psl kawan aku which is biela is her name. and her friends,,birrah,,ika and pika.

  i really hope yg aku dpt rapat dgn dorg. aku slalu jgk stalk fb or twitter or blog dorg. aku tringin nak rpt gn dorg tp aku rse segan sebap dulu aku xsuke dorg. aku bnci sgt dgn dorg. tpi skrg tak lagi/ aku nak sgt2 rapat gn dorg serius!!! tpi tak thu dorg bole trime aku ke tak..

  dorg buddyz. takkan terpisah tp bddyz cme berempat. dah tentu2 aku takde tmpt utk jd slh sorg dri dorg. nthla. tp aku tringin ak rpt gn dorg. i'm fucking damn serious!!

p/s: i wish i could be one of them =)

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SISTERS

assalamualaikum to all my readers. i'm glad to say that i have finish read an English novel titled SISTERS written by Danielle Steel. this is the first English novel i have finish read in my life. this novel is about four sisters who grown up in New York. they were raised by their parents with loving care. the eldest daughter is Sabrina followed by Tammy,, Annie and Candy. Sabrina work as attorney in New York, Tammy as a great producer in Los Angeles, Annie is an artist who stay in Florence ad Candy is a supermodel and a nomad. their mother had died in Fourth of July in an accident when she was driving home from supermarket with Annie. and become a blind woman and depressed because of that. they lived together in New York to be supportive to their sister,Annie. they love each other and their relationship become stronger.

this story had teach me to be more responsible and caring towards my family. and it also make me love my sister more than before and i realised that only our family can accept the bad and the good thing in ourselves. this is because we had grown up together since we were baby till who we are now.

and here am i proudly say that I LOVE MY PARENTS,SISTERS AND BROTHER SO DAMN MUCH. and whatever will be in the future i know that i always my family to support me and be my back up. there's nothing in this world can ruin our relationship as a family. i love u guys so much. i'm sorry if i had be disrespectful to you my sister and brother. i'm sorry for everything i had made to you and promised to be better than before. i love u guys so much.

especially for :
*NOR AIN ASMADI
*NOR FARHANA ASMADI
*MOHD SHUKRI

p/s: AND THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A GREAT SISTERS AND BROTHER FOR ME. LASTLY I LOVE U GUYS SO MUCH
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CHORAL SPEAKING

assalamualaikum semua. dah lama gilearyn x update blog ni. almaklumlah busy ngn pmr. bile dah hbis ni bru lah lega sikit. tapi masalahnye rasa lain pulak bile dah x mengadap buku ni.,jadi aryn decided  nak trus bca buku,,this sturday aryn nak g POPULAR nak bli buku sejarah form 4. semangat kan? of corses lah! learning is fun isnt it??

 ari ni aryn nak ckp psal choral speaking. tadi kat sekolah cikgu kaunseling bagithu yang 24/10/12 ni PPDa nak dtg..soo bdak2 form 3 kena buat presentation for them..cikgu tanya kelas mana yang volunteer nak msok benda alah tu. then ade bdak klas kitorg angkat tangan. dgn tu secara rasminya,,klas 3RK involved in choral speaking. then lpas rehat kitorg dikecualikan drpd program kaunseling utk berlatih..aryn xsuke nak msok bnde tu.. actually aryn suke tapi aryn takut sebab benda tu sume org dlm kelas tu akn kutuk mengutuk antara satu sama lain..and i hate it..sebab bila benda mcm tu jad nanti kelas kitorg sume gdoh and akhirnye berlaku kutuk mengutuk then gdoh then ddok berpuak2..i really dont like it.. aryn nak kelas aryn tenteram dan aman n tinggalkan kenangan manis untuk setiap org dlm kelas RK..

i told my friend,,aishah that i didnt want to involve in that thing. tapi aishah ckp nnt dorg maybe fkir aryn ni selfish pulak..and aryn xnak mcm tu..aryn xnak dorg bencikan aryn..aryn nak dorg happy gn aryn even next year i'll not be around..soo i really hope that we will not be going to gadoh2..

soo sampai sini je lahh ceritera aryn oke..good bye readers..

assalamualaikum

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it is complicated.

 assalamualaikum to all my blog's readers. korg sume ape khabar? aryn okey je. sbnrnye aryn sihat je xde sakit ape cume mood aryn yg xberapa baik disebabkan kejadian smlm. nak thu ape yg jd smlm? oke.. i"ll tell u the story........

  the story is about me and my friends. kwn aryn ni aryn labelkan as N oke. she is my bestfriend. no! no! no! starting today she WAS my bestfriend. yes. WAS. semalam aryn kne pergi open house kwn aryn D who lives in Meru. aryn pegi sne naik motor by myself with N. mule2 mse nak pegi aryn text N and told her that aryn akn amek dye dlm kol 2. and she said bole x amek pkol 3. then i asked her. why? she said she have to go to her friend's house sbp kwn dye tu buat open house. aryn da bengang knpe dye msti ddok sne lme2. n knpe dye msti lbeh kn yg sne dri aryn and D sdgkan aryn ngn D lah kwn baik dye. then bnd tu selesai when she told me that we are going to D's house first memandangkan uma kawan N tu open house dye after asar. aryn da minx maaf sbp emo smcm mse kitorg discussed nak pergi uma spe sume dlu tukan. then around 4.30 p.m. kitorg pon moved on tu our next destination which was kwn N pnye open house. N told me and my friends F,H,A and me that her friend's house is in bkt kerayong. dye tak bgthu detail ape pon. how do I supposed to know rumah kwn dye tu kt mne. i just followed F while N took her friend B before they went to her friend's house. i thought F thu tmpt tu kt mne so i just followed her. mule2 tu aryn ckp ngn F, F kau thu an tmpt tu kt mne? so kite xpyhlah ikut N amek kwn dye. F kte okey. so kitorg pon pegi jela. tp aryn lgsg xsedar yg N dah dah stop and pgi uma B tok amek dye and bwk p open house tu. aryn xsedar lgsg.  bile aryn sedar je tgk2 kt cermin sisi mtor tu Nda tade. N ckp jmpe kt pdg. kitorg da slh pegi pdg. yela mnela kitorg thu uma kwn dye dkt pdg yg lain tu kan. mse kitorg da terslh pdg tu dye tak col aryn langsung!! not even one! yg col aryn is just my love H je. dye yg sibuk col aryn tny kt mne sume. bile kitorg ptah blek kitorg cume nmpk H ngn A kwn kpd H. N kte it is totally not her fault! yes. i accepted. this is not totally her fault. mule2 pon aryn xmrh sgt psl slh jln tu. cme aryn mrh sgt sbp dye xcol aryn tok tnye aryn kt mne sume. dala aryn xfamiliar jln kt situ.lau aryn sesat cmne.yg dye fkir nak g uma kawan dye je!spe tak bengang?spe2 pon yg ade kt tmpt aryn akn rse terpinggir dan rse tak de spe ambik peduli psl kite. dye kte H kan ade tok tlg aryn. aryn ckpla. H tu ape?lelakikan. wlaumcmne skalipon aku nak kwn baik aku yg ade dgn aku.tp kau sibuk dgn kwn lme kau. blahla. aku taknak tgk muke kau ag. then dye blah pegi kt kwn2 dye. stu bnd yg buatkn aryn tros buang dye dri hidup aryn ialah bile N ngis dpn kwn2 lme dye and one of them who is I pelok dye kononnye utk tngkan dye. bnd tu sgt mnyakit kn hati aryn!

 and sejak dri tu aryn ajar diri aryn utk keraskan hati and jgn sesekali utk ade kwn baik ag dlm hidup aryn. why? because i know xkan ade seorg pon yg apprieciate ksih syg aryn tu. dah 2 kali bnd mcm ni jd dlm hdup aryn. aryn xnak ade  kali ketiga lak lps ni...

# utk kau N
klau kau suruh aku plih antre kau ngn W i'll never ever choose her. dh tntu2 aku akn plih kau. tp skrg tak ag. seorg pon aku xkan plih. sbp hati aku sakit yg teramat sgt. kau penyebab utama sakit hati aku tu. aku aggp kau mcm adik aku tp kau skalipon xpernah aggp aku mcm kkak kau. jd kau bole agkt kaki dan pergi dri hidup aku...SELAMANYAA!!!!!! :'(

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bestie

assalamualaikum..
da lme aku x update blog memandangkan aku sibuk dgn trial.

ari ni aku nak cerita psl bestie aku. nak kte ex-bestie , tp aku still aggp dye bestie aku . dye bestie aku yg pertama yg sgt memahami aku. nme dye NURUL WAHYU HIDAYAH. sumpah aku sayang sangat kat dye. even dye da msok asrama pon aku tetap sayangkan dye. bg aku dye bestie aku sampai akhir hayat walaupon aku da ade bestie bru. but guys, aku takthula kenapa aku rse jauh sgt dri dye. bru je ni aku tgk wall dye tade stu pon dye sebut psl aku. yg dye ingt cume bestie bru dye. sedih. memang sedih. hati aku sakit sangat2, aku tak pena lupekan dye tp dye sng lupekan aku. aku sangat rindu kan dye. dah lebih stgh thun aku tak jmpe dye. tp dye?? nthla. dye tak de pon mcg aku . takkanlah dye takblek ag dri asrma sdgkan ari ni dah ari ke 28 ramadhan. sedihnye smpi aku menangis. bru ingt rye ni nak jmpe dye.nak pelok2 dye. tp bile tringatkan dye buat aku mcm ni yaAllah sedih gile!! dye still keep in touch ngn bestie dye kat sekolah lme sblom dye msok asrama tp dgn aku mcm lost cont. bygkanlah ape perasaan aku. dulu dye lain/dye sgt penyayang. dye bgai seorg kakak bg aku yg sentiase melindungi dan membimbing aku. skrg sumenye tinggal kenangan. and plg sedih smpi skrg dye mseh tak mcg aku xcol aku sdgkan dye ade no aku. dye tak wish happy hari raya pon. em aku tak thu kenapa dye lupekan aku smpi mcm ni.

p/s: ayu, kalau kau bce blog aku, kau col la aku. aku sedih smpi menangis weyh sebab aku rindukan kau yg teramat sgt. dala dlu kau msok asrma tak bgthu aku. tp tu da lme and kau pon da minx maaf. takpela. i just want u to know to know that i love u soo damn much! and i miss u soo much :'(

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friend

assalamualaikum. lama gak aku x update blog. tenet xde kat uma aku. tp skrg da ade sbp kakak aku da blek and dye bwk broadband dye skali. walaupon sedemikian(skema kan..hehehe)mak aku xkasi aku on9 slalu sbp aku nak trial and pmr..

aku nak ckp psl kawan ary ni. aku xfhmkan knpe bdk2 skrg senang lupekan kawan. sekarang ni susahkan nak cri kawan yg sejati.. nak thu kenapa aku ckp mcm tu? adelah kan sorg membe aku kat sekolah ni. dye keluar ngn kawan2 dye yang lain tp x ajak and x bagithu kawan baik dye. kejam kan? aku tak kesah lau dye xnak ajak aku tp at least ajak lah kawan  baik kau tu,,teruknyelahh.

then kawan aku,,si biela dye terbocor rahsia yang dye pegi sekolah rendah kitorg dlu an jmpe kwn2 lama dye withou saying anything to me!! memanglah aku nak mrh an.. rse nak pkol je dye..sme je prngai dye mcm dak td tu! aku bengkek je..tp aku thn je..mls nak gdoh2..

aku cme nak pesan tlglah hrgai kawan sementara dye mseh ade dgn kite seblom dye pergi meninggalkan kite..

thanx

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