Friday, 31 August 2012

it is complicated.

 assalamualaikum to all my blog's readers. korg sume ape khabar? aryn okey je. sbnrnye aryn sihat je xde sakit ape cume mood aryn yg xberapa baik disebabkan kejadian smlm. nak thu ape yg jd smlm? oke.. i"ll tell u the story........

  the story is about me and my friends. kwn aryn ni aryn labelkan as N oke. she is my bestfriend. no! no! no! starting today she WAS my bestfriend. yes. WAS. semalam aryn kne pergi open house kwn aryn D who lives in Meru. aryn pegi sne naik motor by myself with N. mule2 mse nak pegi aryn text N and told her that aryn akn amek dye dlm kol 2. and she said bole x amek pkol 3. then i asked her. why? she said she have to go to her friend's house sbp kwn dye tu buat open house. aryn da bengang knpe dye msti ddok sne lme2. n knpe dye msti lbeh kn yg sne dri aryn and D sdgkan aryn ngn D lah kwn baik dye. then bnd tu selesai when she told me that we are going to D's house first memandangkan uma kawan N tu open house dye after asar. aryn da minx maaf sbp emo smcm mse kitorg discussed nak pergi uma spe sume dlu tukan. then around 4.30 p.m. kitorg pon moved on tu our next destination which was kwn N pnye open house. N told me and my friends F,H,A and me that her friend's house is in bkt kerayong. dye tak bgthu detail ape pon. how do I supposed to know rumah kwn dye tu kt mne. i just followed F while N took her friend B before they went to her friend's house. i thought F thu tmpt tu kt mne so i just followed her. mule2 tu aryn ckp ngn F, F kau thu an tmpt tu kt mne? so kite xpyhlah ikut N amek kwn dye. F kte okey. so kitorg pon pegi jela. tp aryn lgsg xsedar yg N dah dah stop and pgi uma B tok amek dye and bwk p open house tu. aryn xsedar lgsg.  bile aryn sedar je tgk2 kt cermin sisi mtor tu Nda tade. N ckp jmpe kt pdg. kitorg da slh pegi pdg. yela mnela kitorg thu uma kwn dye dkt pdg yg lain tu kan. mse kitorg da terslh pdg tu dye tak col aryn langsung!! not even one! yg col aryn is just my love H je. dye yg sibuk col aryn tny kt mne sume. bile kitorg ptah blek kitorg cume nmpk H ngn A kwn kpd H. N kte it is totally not her fault! yes. i accepted. this is not totally her fault. mule2 pon aryn xmrh sgt psl slh jln tu. cme aryn mrh sgt sbp dye xcol aryn tok tnye aryn kt mne sume. dala aryn xfamiliar jln kt situ.lau aryn sesat cmne.yg dye fkir nak g uma kawan dye je!spe tak bengang?spe2 pon yg ade kt tmpt aryn akn rse terpinggir dan rse tak de spe ambik peduli psl kite. dye kte H kan ade tok tlg aryn. aryn ckpla. H tu ape?lelakikan. wlaumcmne skalipon aku nak kwn baik aku yg ade dgn aku.tp kau sibuk dgn kwn lme kau. blahla. aku taknak tgk muke kau ag. then dye blah pegi kt kwn2 dye. stu bnd yg buatkn aryn tros buang dye dri hidup aryn ialah bile N ngis dpn kwn2 lme dye and one of them who is I pelok dye kononnye utk tngkan dye. bnd tu sgt mnyakit kn hati aryn!

 and sejak dri tu aryn ajar diri aryn utk keraskan hati and jgn sesekali utk ade kwn baik ag dlm hidup aryn. why? because i know xkan ade seorg pon yg apprieciate ksih syg aryn tu. dah 2 kali bnd mcm ni jd dlm hdup aryn. aryn xnak ade  kali ketiga lak lps ni...

# utk kau N
klau kau suruh aku plih antre kau ngn W i'll never ever choose her. dh tntu2 aku akn plih kau. tp skrg tak ag. seorg pon aku xkan plih. sbp hati aku sakit yg teramat sgt. kau penyebab utama sakit hati aku tu. aku aggp kau mcm adik aku tp kau skalipon xpernah aggp aku mcm kkak kau. jd kau bole agkt kaki dan pergi dri hidup aku...SELAMANYAA!!!!!! :'(


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Friday, 17 August 2012

bestie

assalamualaikum..
da lme aku x update blog memandangkan aku sibuk dgn trial.

ari ni aku nak cerita psl bestie aku. nak kte ex-bestie , tp aku still aggp dye bestie aku . dye bestie aku yg pertama yg sgt memahami aku. nme dye NURUL WAHYU HIDAYAH. sumpah aku sayang sangat kat dye. even dye da msok asrama pon aku tetap sayangkan dye. bg aku dye bestie aku sampai akhir hayat walaupon aku da ade bestie bru. but guys, aku takthula kenapa aku rse jauh sgt dri dye. bru je ni aku tgk wall dye tade stu pon dye sebut psl aku. yg dye ingt cume bestie bru dye. sedih. memang sedih. hati aku sakit sangat2, aku tak pena lupekan dye tp dye sng lupekan aku. aku sangat rindu kan dye. dah lebih stgh thun aku tak jmpe dye. tp dye?? nthla. dye tak de pon mcg aku . takkanlah dye takblek ag dri asrma sdgkan ari ni dah ari ke 28 ramadhan. sedihnye smpi aku menangis. bru ingt rye ni nak jmpe dye.nak pelok2 dye. tp bile tringatkan dye buat aku mcm ni yaAllah sedih gile!! dye still keep in touch ngn bestie dye kat sekolah lme sblom dye msok asrama tp dgn aku mcm lost cont. bygkanlah ape perasaan aku. dulu dye lain/dye sgt penyayang. dye bgai seorg kakak bg aku yg sentiase melindungi dan membimbing aku. skrg sumenye tinggal kenangan. and plg sedih smpi skrg dye mseh tak mcg aku xcol aku sdgkan dye ade no aku. dye tak wish happy hari raya pon. em aku tak thu kenapa dye lupekan aku smpi mcm ni.

p/s: ayu, kalau kau bce blog aku, kau col la aku. aku sedih smpi menangis weyh sebab aku rindukan kau yg teramat sgt. dala dlu kau msok asrma tak bgthu aku. tp tu da lme and kau pon da minx maaf. takpela. i just want u to know to know that i love u soo damn much! and i miss u soo much :'(
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