i wish so..

assalamualaikum pals! ari ni aku nak cite psl kawan aku which is biela is her name. and her friends,,birrah,,ika and pika.

  i really hope yg aku dpt rapat dgn dorg. aku slalu jgk stalk fb or twitter or blog dorg. aku tringin nak rpt gn dorg tp aku rse segan sebap dulu aku xsuke dorg. aku bnci sgt dgn dorg. tpi skrg tak lagi/ aku nak sgt2 rapat gn dorg serius!!! tpi tak thu dorg bole trime aku ke tak..

  dorg buddyz. takkan terpisah tp bddyz cme berempat. dah tentu2 aku takde tmpt utk jd slh sorg dri dorg. nthla. tp aku tringin ak rpt gn dorg. i'm fucking damn serious!!

p/s: i wish i could be one of them =)

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SISTERS

assalamualaikum to all my readers. i'm glad to say that i have finish read an English novel titled SISTERS written by Danielle Steel. this is the first English novel i have finish read in my life. this novel is about four sisters who grown up in New York. they were raised by their parents with loving care. the eldest daughter is Sabrina followed by Tammy,, Annie and Candy. Sabrina work as attorney in New York, Tammy as a great producer in Los Angeles, Annie is an artist who stay in Florence ad Candy is a supermodel and a nomad. their mother had died in Fourth of July in an accident when she was driving home from supermarket with Annie. and become a blind woman and depressed because of that. they lived together in New York to be supportive to their sister,Annie. they love each other and their relationship become stronger.

this story had teach me to be more responsible and caring towards my family. and it also make me love my sister more than before and i realised that only our family can accept the bad and the good thing in ourselves. this is because we had grown up together since we were baby till who we are now.

and here am i proudly say that I LOVE MY PARENTS,SISTERS AND BROTHER SO DAMN MUCH. and whatever will be in the future i know that i always my family to support me and be my back up. there's nothing in this world can ruin our relationship as a family. i love u guys so much. i'm sorry if i had be disrespectful to you my sister and brother. i'm sorry for everything i had made to you and promised to be better than before. i love u guys so much.

especially for :
*NOR AIN ASMADI
*NOR FARHANA ASMADI
*MOHD SHUKRI

p/s: AND THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A GREAT SISTERS AND BROTHER FOR ME. LASTLY I LOVE U GUYS SO MUCH
=)

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CHORAL SPEAKING

assalamualaikum semua. dah lama gilearyn x update blog ni. almaklumlah busy ngn pmr. bile dah hbis ni bru lah lega sikit. tapi masalahnye rasa lain pulak bile dah x mengadap buku ni.,jadi aryn decided  nak trus bca buku,,this sturday aryn nak g POPULAR nak bli buku sejarah form 4. semangat kan? of corses lah! learning is fun isnt it??

 ari ni aryn nak ckp psal choral speaking. tadi kat sekolah cikgu kaunseling bagithu yang 24/10/12 ni PPDa nak dtg..soo bdak2 form 3 kena buat presentation for them..cikgu tanya kelas mana yang volunteer nak msok benda alah tu. then ade bdak klas kitorg angkat tangan. dgn tu secara rasminya,,klas 3RK involved in choral speaking. then lpas rehat kitorg dikecualikan drpd program kaunseling utk berlatih..aryn xsuke nak msok bnde tu.. actually aryn suke tapi aryn takut sebab benda tu sume org dlm kelas tu akn kutuk mengutuk antara satu sama lain..and i hate it..sebab bila benda mcm tu jad nanti kelas kitorg sume gdoh and akhirnye berlaku kutuk mengutuk then gdoh then ddok berpuak2..i really dont like it.. aryn nak kelas aryn tenteram dan aman n tinggalkan kenangan manis untuk setiap org dlm kelas RK..

i told my friend,,aishah that i didnt want to involve in that thing. tapi aishah ckp nnt dorg maybe fkir aryn ni selfish pulak..and aryn xnak mcm tu..aryn xnak dorg bencikan aryn..aryn nak dorg happy gn aryn even next year i'll not be around..soo i really hope that we will not be going to gadoh2..

soo sampai sini je lahh ceritera aryn oke..good bye readers..

assalamualaikum

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it is complicated.

 assalamualaikum to all my blog's readers. korg sume ape khabar? aryn okey je. sbnrnye aryn sihat je xde sakit ape cume mood aryn yg xberapa baik disebabkan kejadian smlm. nak thu ape yg jd smlm? oke.. i"ll tell u the story........

  the story is about me and my friends. kwn aryn ni aryn labelkan as N oke. she is my bestfriend. no! no! no! starting today she WAS my bestfriend. yes. WAS. semalam aryn kne pergi open house kwn aryn D who lives in Meru. aryn pegi sne naik motor by myself with N. mule2 mse nak pegi aryn text N and told her that aryn akn amek dye dlm kol 2. and she said bole x amek pkol 3. then i asked her. why? she said she have to go to her friend's house sbp kwn dye tu buat open house. aryn da bengang knpe dye msti ddok sne lme2. n knpe dye msti lbeh kn yg sne dri aryn and D sdgkan aryn ngn D lah kwn baik dye. then bnd tu selesai when she told me that we are going to D's house first memandangkan uma kawan N tu open house dye after asar. aryn da minx maaf sbp emo smcm mse kitorg discussed nak pergi uma spe sume dlu tukan. then around 4.30 p.m. kitorg pon moved on tu our next destination which was kwn N pnye open house. N told me and my friends F,H,A and me that her friend's house is in bkt kerayong. dye tak bgthu detail ape pon. how do I supposed to know rumah kwn dye tu kt mne. i just followed F while N took her friend B before they went to her friend's house. i thought F thu tmpt tu kt mne so i just followed her. mule2 tu aryn ckp ngn F, F kau thu an tmpt tu kt mne? so kite xpyhlah ikut N amek kwn dye. F kte okey. so kitorg pon pegi jela. tp aryn lgsg xsedar yg N dah dah stop and pgi uma B tok amek dye and bwk p open house tu. aryn xsedar lgsg.  bile aryn sedar je tgk2 kt cermin sisi mtor tu Nda tade. N ckp jmpe kt pdg. kitorg da slh pegi pdg. yela mnela kitorg thu uma kwn dye dkt pdg yg lain tu kan. mse kitorg da terslh pdg tu dye tak col aryn langsung!! not even one! yg col aryn is just my love H je. dye yg sibuk col aryn tny kt mne sume. bile kitorg ptah blek kitorg cume nmpk H ngn A kwn kpd H. N kte it is totally not her fault! yes. i accepted. this is not totally her fault. mule2 pon aryn xmrh sgt psl slh jln tu. cme aryn mrh sgt sbp dye xcol aryn tok tnye aryn kt mne sume. dala aryn xfamiliar jln kt situ.lau aryn sesat cmne.yg dye fkir nak g uma kawan dye je!spe tak bengang?spe2 pon yg ade kt tmpt aryn akn rse terpinggir dan rse tak de spe ambik peduli psl kite. dye kte H kan ade tok tlg aryn. aryn ckpla. H tu ape?lelakikan. wlaumcmne skalipon aku nak kwn baik aku yg ade dgn aku.tp kau sibuk dgn kwn lme kau. blahla. aku taknak tgk muke kau ag. then dye blah pegi kt kwn2 dye. stu bnd yg buatkn aryn tros buang dye dri hidup aryn ialah bile N ngis dpn kwn2 lme dye and one of them who is I pelok dye kononnye utk tngkan dye. bnd tu sgt mnyakit kn hati aryn!

 and sejak dri tu aryn ajar diri aryn utk keraskan hati and jgn sesekali utk ade kwn baik ag dlm hidup aryn. why? because i know xkan ade seorg pon yg apprieciate ksih syg aryn tu. dah 2 kali bnd mcm ni jd dlm hdup aryn. aryn xnak ade  kali ketiga lak lps ni...

# utk kau N
klau kau suruh aku plih antre kau ngn W i'll never ever choose her. dh tntu2 aku akn plih kau. tp skrg tak ag. seorg pon aku xkan plih. sbp hati aku sakit yg teramat sgt. kau penyebab utama sakit hati aku tu. aku aggp kau mcm adik aku tp kau skalipon xpernah aggp aku mcm kkak kau. jd kau bole agkt kaki dan pergi dri hidup aku...SELAMANYAA!!!!!! :'(

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bestie

assalamualaikum..
da lme aku x update blog memandangkan aku sibuk dgn trial.

ari ni aku nak cerita psl bestie aku. nak kte ex-bestie , tp aku still aggp dye bestie aku . dye bestie aku yg pertama yg sgt memahami aku. nme dye NURUL WAHYU HIDAYAH. sumpah aku sayang sangat kat dye. even dye da msok asrama pon aku tetap sayangkan dye. bg aku dye bestie aku sampai akhir hayat walaupon aku da ade bestie bru. but guys, aku takthula kenapa aku rse jauh sgt dri dye. bru je ni aku tgk wall dye tade stu pon dye sebut psl aku. yg dye ingt cume bestie bru dye. sedih. memang sedih. hati aku sakit sangat2, aku tak pena lupekan dye tp dye sng lupekan aku. aku sangat rindu kan dye. dah lebih stgh thun aku tak jmpe dye. tp dye?? nthla. dye tak de pon mcg aku . takkanlah dye takblek ag dri asrma sdgkan ari ni dah ari ke 28 ramadhan. sedihnye smpi aku menangis. bru ingt rye ni nak jmpe dye.nak pelok2 dye. tp bile tringatkan dye buat aku mcm ni yaAllah sedih gile!! dye still keep in touch ngn bestie dye kat sekolah lme sblom dye msok asrama tp dgn aku mcm lost cont. bygkanlah ape perasaan aku. dulu dye lain/dye sgt penyayang. dye bgai seorg kakak bg aku yg sentiase melindungi dan membimbing aku. skrg sumenye tinggal kenangan. and plg sedih smpi skrg dye mseh tak mcg aku xcol aku sdgkan dye ade no aku. dye tak wish happy hari raya pon. em aku tak thu kenapa dye lupekan aku smpi mcm ni.

p/s: ayu, kalau kau bce blog aku, kau col la aku. aku sedih smpi menangis weyh sebab aku rindukan kau yg teramat sgt. dala dlu kau msok asrma tak bgthu aku. tp tu da lme and kau pon da minx maaf. takpela. i just want u to know to know that i love u soo damn much! and i miss u soo much :'(

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friend

assalamualaikum. lama gak aku x update blog. tenet xde kat uma aku. tp skrg da ade sbp kakak aku da blek and dye bwk broadband dye skali. walaupon sedemikian(skema kan..hehehe)mak aku xkasi aku on9 slalu sbp aku nak trial and pmr..

aku nak ckp psl kawan ary ni. aku xfhmkan knpe bdk2 skrg senang lupekan kawan. sekarang ni susahkan nak cri kawan yg sejati.. nak thu kenapa aku ckp mcm tu? adelah kan sorg membe aku kat sekolah ni. dye keluar ngn kawan2 dye yang lain tp x ajak and x bagithu kawan baik dye. kejam kan? aku tak kesah lau dye xnak ajak aku tp at least ajak lah kawan  baik kau tu,,teruknyelahh.

then kawan aku,,si biela dye terbocor rahsia yang dye pegi sekolah rendah kitorg dlu an jmpe kwn2 lama dye withou saying anything to me!! memanglah aku nak mrh an.. rse nak pkol je dye..sme je prngai dye mcm dak td tu! aku bengkek je..tp aku thn je..mls nak gdoh2..

aku cme nak pesan tlglah hrgai kawan sementara dye mseh ade dgn kite seblom dye pergi meninggalkan kite..

thanx

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mommy and daddy

assalamualaikum.. da lama sangat tak mengupdatekan blog ni..maklumlah busy bebenor mak jah dok study tok TRIAL ni.. 01.08.12

      guys,,today i'm going to talk about my mommy and daddy. dulu..aku xrapat ngn mak ayah aku..and aku slalu jauhkan dri dari dorang..aku xsuke bile cuti sekolah sebap aku xnak dok kat uma ngn mak ayah aku.. jahat? teruk? worse or the worst? cakaplah ape pon korg nak. i have to admit it i am THE WORST. tapi..bile aku naik form 3 ni aku mcm dpt hidayah..maybe sebab aku pegi macam2 kem and akhirnye sume tu dah lembutkn hati aku. aku da mule dapatkan kasih sayang mak ayah aku..and aku try bermanje ngn dorg.. mmg best bile kite rapat ngn parents kite..
      aku rse bodoh sangat sebab suke jauhkan dri dari dorg before this..tak gune aku jauhkan dri dari dorg.. aku bukan je try bak rapat ngn dorg tp try nak rapat ngn adik beradik aku gak..slow2 aku mule rapat ngn family aku. and dlu aku paling benci ngn kakak aku yang no 2. tapi sekarang dyelah yang aku paling rapat.,yang first bukn aku tak nak rapat tapi dye da ade pakwe and  sbp tu aku rse janggal ngn dye..ag pun kakak aku yang first dri umor dye 13 thun smpilah sekarang dye xpena ddok tetap kat uma tu..sbp dye dok asrama sampai form 5.pas spm tak lama dye cuti tu dah msok U sebab dye dapat fast trek..
and sbp tu jgk aku agak xrapat ngn dye..
       and aku ade kenal seorg laki ni.. aku rapat sangat ngn dye.. da 2 thun aku knal dye..aku rapat ngn dye and mak dye...dyelah yang slalu nasihatkan aku supaya jangan jauhkand ri dari parents kite..hargai dorang sebelom dorg pergi..jangan menyesal stu hri nnt..kata2 ni lah yang membuatkan hati aku terbuka utk rapat ngn mak ayah aku.. aku bersyukur sangat sebab aku tak terlambat utk mendapatkan kasih sayang diorg..
     

 p/s: mak ayah adik minta maaf sangat2 lau adik buat mak ayah marah and kecewa sebelom ni..ape yang mak ayah bg pada adik terlampau banyak and lbeh dri mencukupi utk adi. adik sayang mak sangat2  sampai ke akhir hayat.. sekalipon adik akan ade suami suatu hari nnt adik janji adik takkan sayang suami adik lebih dri mak ayah. adik sayang mak ayah sangat2.
* iloveyousodamnmuch!!! =')

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